
Fighting Silence (On The Ropes Series Book 1)
Published on 2-23-2015
Genres: New Adult
Sound is an abstract concept for most people. We spend our lives blocking out the static in order to focus on what we believe is important. But what if, when the clarity fades into silence, it's the obscure background noise that you would give anything to hold on to?
I've always been a fighter. With parents who barely managed to stay out of jail and two little brothers who narrowly avoided foster care, I became skilled at dodging the punches life threw at me. Growing up, I didn’t have anything I could call my own, but from the moment I met Eliza Reynolds, she was always mine. I became utterly addicted to her and the escape from reality we provided each other. Throughout the years, she had boyfriends and I had girlfriends, but there wasn't a single night that I didn’t hear her voice.
You see, meeting the love of my life at age thirteen was never part of my plan. However, neither was gradually going deaf at the age of twenty-one.
They both happened anyway.
Now, I'm on the ropes during the toughest battles of my life.
Fighting for my career.
Fighting the impending silence.
Fighting for her.
Every night, just before falling asleep, she sighs as a final conscious breath leaves her.
I think that's the sound I'll miss the most.
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“That wasn’t yours to take away,” he exploded into the otherwise silent night. His words echoed off the surrounding buildings, each wave slicing me to the quick all over again. “That was our place. Not yours.” His voice cracked right alongside my heart.
“Yeah, well, there was a lot of stuff that wasn’t yours to take either.” I held his gaze, desperately trying to be strong, but as his eyes grew wide, I whimpered.
His long legs strode forward, stopping only inches away from me. He was crowding me, but he still leaned in closer to my face. “There is nothing in this world that was ever more mine than you,” he stated. Though it was the absolute truth, I wished with all my heart that it were a lie.
“Till,” I cried, swiping the tears from my eyes.
“Why!” he shouted, causing his muscles to tense under the force. “Goddamn it! I needed that place.”
Porch lights flashed on from the surrounding apartments, illuminating not only the darkness but also my rage.
I shoved my hands into his chest. “What about what I needed? You left! I waited in that fucking apartment for weeks.”
He didn’t budge, but my bare feet slipped, sending me toward the ground. Impossibly fast, Till’s hand snaked out and caught my arm. I didn’t let his chivalrous gesture douse my fire. I had six months’ worth of words to say to the man I was irrevocably in love with.
“You took what you wanted. Then you left me.”
“Doodle,” he whispered.

I had been perilously close to the edge of insanity, and with one single word, he’d pushed me over.
I lost it completely.
Pounding my fists against his chest, I screamed at the top of my lungs, “It’s Eliza! My name is fucking Eliza! Not Doodle!” I spun to march away, but Till’s arms folded around me, lifting me off my feet to restrain me.
I was miniscule compared to him. There was no use in fighting, but I still kicked my legs, irrationally desperate to get away from him—but only because I knew I couldn’t keep him for forever.
“Stop it!” he growled into my ear. “I know your goddamn name—probably better than I know my own.”
While I was wrapped in Till’s strong arms, six months’ worth of tears fell from my eyes. He carried me to my apartment and guided me back through the window before following me inside. Then he stripped out of his blood-soaked shirt before dragging the blankets down and climbing into the bed behind me. I cried for a while in his arms, even turning to face him, only to cry against his chest. I had missed him so much.
I knew I’d loved Till years ago, but this was more. I needed him in order to function on a very basic level. Together, the world didn’t feel so big and overwhelming. He was my escape—the dream personified.
Till Page was comfortable.
His hands trailed up and down my back, soothing me until the words fought their way out.
“I couldn’t stop going back,” I announced in a broken whisper. “I didn’t know where you had gone. And for the first time since I was thirteen, I was alone inside my own head. God, it was a scary place.” I tried to joke, but the tears streaming down my face told the truth.
“I’m sorry,” he responded on a sigh. “I couldn’t stay.”
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About Aly Martinez
Born and raised in Savannah, Georgia, Aly Martinez is a stay-at-home mom to four crazy kids under the age of five- including a set of twins. Currently living in South Carolina, she passes what little free time she has reading anything and everything she can get her hands on, preferably with a glass of wine at her side.
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Esther Gerdzen
No not really !
Jolanda L
No never.
Habiba Ibrahim
Never been in a fight!!
Christi
In fourth grade I got into a fight with a boy who kept pulling my hair. Once I got him onto the ground I didn’t want to hit him so just sat on him until he apologized, he was so embarrassed because all the kids in the class were there
Mary Preston
Not a physical fight no.
lorraine Irvine
Not really had a fight since i was in school which was a long time ago xx thanks for the opportunity xx
Betul E.
Yes I have! But I am not really a fighter though 😛
Sophie S.
No, I haven’t been in a professional fight, although I’d love to. Thank you for the chance!
Mujde
Yes I have! Thanks for the opportunity!!
Maria Malaveci
No, never
Lori Moore
When I was much younger
KellyMae Helfrich
I’m going to say that I have not, outside of the scuffle I would have with my sister and brothers growing up.
Nicole Reiss
Never been in a fight but love reading about fights!!
Cassie
Yes, but not by choice….
Heather L
Yep. Spent my 21st birthday a in jail because of that stupid fight.
Caroline Frimston
No – but I have slapped someone’s face before.
Kim Brown
Yes, when I was very young and it was coming to the defense of someone being bullied,
Tina Taylor
When I was younger,I got bullied,until I said enough is enough,so yes I have been in a fight.
sandra
No people are generally scared or me which works
Jules
Not really–a two minute cat fight with my sister over who got to use the bathroom first is probably not what you mean!
Maria Theresa Santos
Nope
Melissa Jones
No, not a fighter! Thanks for the giveaway!!
littleKitten
not in many many years
Marcy Meyer
Nope.
Anna
No, never
Paige
Not a physical fight unless you count my sisters when we were growing up. lol
Linda May
I not a fighter, I’m a Lover.
MJ Fryer
Yup. When I was much younger…nothing too terrible though
Mada
no
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Lisa markson
No never
Sammie Lynn
Yes- chick fight.
Laura Martinez
Nope…
Laura Martinez
Nope…never
Stephanie
Yes, to defend myself when I was a kid.
Rita Wray
No I haven’t.
Jo Anne V
I have never been in a fight but have been in the middle of ones breaking them up on the school playground.
Jeri Entler
No, almost once in Junior High, but the other girl backed out
Beth Miller
Not since high school
Tiffanee
In school when I was younger.
tiffany
Yep and I was shocked how much the punch I took to the face hurt.
Brandy Lucero
No, not a fighter!!!! Thanks for the giveaway!!!!
Ruth McDonnell
No, I am a lover not a fighter. I tend to avoid conflict if possible.
Debra Saucedo
Close a few times….but no!!
Aimee Ivey Powell
Been in a few
Linda Post
No, I never was in a fight.
Julia Lis
I once got into a fight with this one girl in highschool. She bullied me and pushed me around, and one day I was at a football game and she pushed me down on ground and scuffed my knees well let’s just say it didn’t end well with her. I got suspended from school a few days.
patty neill chapman
Almost, a friend pulled me off the other girl
Debra Saucedo
Key lime!!
Debra Saucedo
Oops
JASON
Great book
Heather Scully
Ever been in a fight? Hell yeah. Good ones and…some really bad ones. I protect what’s mine. Always. I’m a down and dirty badass scrappy, according to mine. Lol ???
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Amber Rae Johnson
No
Tiffany Johnson
Not a physical fight, but some nasty verbal fights
Latifa Morrisette
Never
Felicia Chien
Not a physical fist fight. Does a verbal fight count?
Sue LeBlanc
No, I have never been in a fight.
Kari
I have not been in a fight. Someone did however, smash my head in to a wall.
Heather
Yes
Elisa Panjang
I’m an adult now, so no more fight.
Aline Pack
Nope
DanielleCury
No, never.
Alexandra A
NO! 😀
brittney
Yea I have
Nikolina
Yes, I have been in a fight, more than once…
Georgina
Not in a physical fight.
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Kimberly Addison
Yep.
Sara Garrett
I’ve never been in a fight thankfully
Juli Huber Hall
Yes when I was a teenager
Carla
Well…verbal fights, a few. Physical fights…none.
MJ Symmonds
No not fights. Many ugly arguments though!!
Tanja Dancy
Yes, I have been in a fight before. I was in a fight in 4th grade and one in 6th grade. I used to get bullied in school.
Ruth Jeter
Yes with siblings
Candy Beck
was late to my first fight in 6th grade, I mean really who schedules a fight? it may have been a draw but who cares it was a long time ago….lol
Jessica Frider
Yes I have been in a fight.
Amber
No
alessia barcaro
no fight, but a lot of arguments.I can’t keep my mouth shout! 😛
QuenKne Ma
No I have never been in a fight. I’m definitely a lover, NOT a fighter; and besides, lovers have more fun!!!
elena k
no never
Roselle Torres
Nope
Jaime
I’m a lover, not a fighter! 😉
Kelly Scroggins
Yes.
Lisa ward
Yes i have..
heatherzilla
No, I have never been in a fight.
Laura Crockett
No way.
Teresa Rose
I’m not a fighter, but I have to say that I have been a fight once but I didn’t start it.
Irma J
Yes, I have.
Tachelle
I have been in one too many fights. I guess its not good look to always get in fights when your a girl, but I just never liked when people to messed with me.
Jen Zingaro
Yep!
Angela Sullivan
I can honestly say I’ve never been in a fight. Thank goodness!
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Natasha Persaud
No I have never
Wendy hutton
its been years but yes I have
Debbie Rice
When I was younger
Nicole Ortiz
With my sister when we were younger
Deborah Favorito
Unfortunately yes. Many times
Catherine Bates
Only once, next day filed for divorce
Gabrielle
In a physical fight never!
lea
No, never
Diana Doan
No, never have
Tracy supple
Yes I have
Tanya Guthrie
A couple in High School, but none since.
Victoria Dattilo
no never i have been blessed with people in my life who are always there to stick up for me and fight for me. I’m a lover not a fighter